[Guren follows his gaze to the drugs, and it doesn't come back. His thumb swipes over Dextera's hand before he drops his own away again, and there's something distant about his expression.
It was stupid to do any more than hand Dextera his own drug. He realizes that now. In the moment, he'd thought that testing these particular ones in front of Ryo could nearly kill him, and that brat wouldn't care or do a thing. If his demon went crazy? Nothing would change. Dextera had promised to kill him if something went wrong.
But that's selfish. He was being selfish, again. As much as he deserves the pain and whatever else might come from these tests, no one else deserves to watch them. At least Ryo doesn't react.]
I can do it later. [It's worrying to do this in the basement, anyway. Akira and Yata could run into him... even if he doesn't always like doing it in the apothecary.] I'll just give you what I have of yours.
[Turning more towards the red, fuller jar, he pulls some smaller, oddly shaped jars he'd found from the apothecary so he can fill them.]
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It was stupid to do any more than hand Dextera his own drug. He realizes that now. In the moment, he'd thought that testing these particular ones in front of Ryo could nearly kill him, and that brat wouldn't care or do a thing. If his demon went crazy? Nothing would change. Dextera had promised to kill him if something went wrong.
But that's selfish. He was being selfish, again. As much as he deserves the pain and whatever else might come from these tests, no one else deserves to watch them. At least Ryo doesn't react.]
I can do it later. [It's worrying to do this in the basement, anyway. Akira and Yata could run into him... even if he doesn't always like doing it in the apothecary.] I'll just give you what I have of yours.
[Turning more towards the red, fuller jar, he pulls some smaller, oddly shaped jars he'd found from the apothecary so he can fill them.]