he's not wrong, and dextera has to keep telling himself that in order to avoid getting upset about it. even dextera himself is no stranger to drugs—self-administered and not. he's died from them and he's lived from them, but his consciousness can't ever truly go away, so he's never been as worried as he should have been.
seeing someone else with that confidence unsettles him, though, when it's someone he cares about. ]
...
[ his reluctant gaze turns to those other drugs again, and then he looks at guren. he's already been told no, but does guren really have to test them now? ]
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he's not wrong, and dextera has to keep telling himself that in order to avoid getting upset about it. even dextera himself is no stranger to drugs—self-administered and not. he's died from them and he's lived from them, but his consciousness can't ever truly go away, so he's never been as worried as he should have been.
seeing someone else with that confidence unsettles him, though, when it's someone he cares about. ]
...
[ his reluctant gaze turns to those other drugs again, and then he looks at guren. he's already been told no, but does guren really have to test them now? ]