[ as long as guren accepts it, dextera wants it. maybe it’s selfish, to always ask for this contact and justify it with necessity even when he isn’t saying anything at all between their hands, but...
well, there is no but. it is selfish. and it’s okay, he hopes, to be selfish when it’s something like this. does he deserve that? not at all—but he’s weak, and he’s going to take it, and he closes his eyes without any intention to sleep.
he just wants to hear the moment. see, guren? isn’t this way better than exploding your organs??? ]
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well, there is no but. it is selfish. and it’s okay, he hopes, to be selfish when it’s something like this. does he deserve that? not at all—but he’s weak, and he’s going to take it, and he closes his eyes without any intention to sleep.
he just wants to hear the moment. see, guren? isn’t this way better than exploding your organs??? ]