[Guren doesn't know what that is, either. An attempt to help, he's sure, and it does... a small bit. But it's not enough, just like Guren's apology isn't enough and will never be enough, and there's nothing he can do to change that. He'll just have to be more careful in the future.
Even when he wants company, when he feels the most lonely and it seems like there's someone who can be there with him... he has to consider whether it's right. For most people, friendship like that is just part of everything. But for him, does he deserve it at all? He doesn't think so.
He's not crying, but everything about his body language says he should be. He drops his hand away from his face and rests it on Dextera's knee, instead, refusing to lean any closer, but not quite pulling away, either. He just needs a few moments to make sure the tears don't try to come out. He's feeling too weak right now.]
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Even when he wants company, when he feels the most lonely and it seems like there's someone who can be there with him... he has to consider whether it's right. For most people, friendship like that is just part of everything. But for him, does he deserve it at all? He doesn't think so.
He's not crying, but everything about his body language says he should be. He drops his hand away from his face and rests it on Dextera's knee, instead, refusing to lean any closer, but not quite pulling away, either. He just needs a few moments to make sure the tears don't try to come out. He's feeling too weak right now.]