[ dextera didn’t expect guren to ask. he doesn’t have an answer prepared, but he’s not sure that even a thousand years could have given him the right words to say.
he loves guren. it’s a distinct, different love than the one he has for his brother—less complicated, in some ways, since the person he’s been here in chroma is so very different from the person he was told he was back in his own world.
his brother is the center of his universe. losing him was like losing a piece of himself that never recovered. thinking of it like that, guren is much the same. ]
…
[ it takes him a moment to come up with an answer that satisfies him. ]
You’re the first person… that’s made me wonder if it’s OK.
[ if it’s okay to be so attached to someone, to want to take him back into himself even to the detriment of both their lives. any objective viewer would say that it can’t be okay, but dextera isn’t quite there yet.
he’s just beginning to accept that his brother has a life unto himself, and so must dextera. ]
My brother… is everything to me. But for some reason… I don’t want to share you.
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[ dextera didn’t expect guren to ask. he doesn’t have an answer prepared, but he’s not sure that even a thousand years could have given him the right words to say.
he loves guren. it’s a distinct, different love than the one he has for his brother—less complicated, in some ways, since the person he’s been here in chroma is so very different from the person he was told he was back in his own world.
his brother is the center of his universe. losing him was like losing a piece of himself that never recovered. thinking of it like that, guren is much the same. ]
…
[ it takes him a moment to come up with an answer that satisfies him. ]
You’re the first person… that’s made me wonder if it’s OK.
[ if it’s okay to be so attached to someone, to want to take him back into himself even to the detriment of both their lives. any objective viewer would say that it can’t be okay, but dextera isn’t quite there yet.
he’s just beginning to accept that his brother has a life unto himself, and so must dextera. ]
My brother… is everything to me. But for some reason… I don’t want to share you.