[ waiting for someone? dextera has never been given that option. that implies something like independence, a chance to go forward on his own, and that’s—terrifying, frankly.
he knows guren doesn’t like his devotion to the archangel, or his closest proxy in ryo. dextera doesn’t like it either, but that certainty that he can’t think for himself is so deeply ingrained that he can’t help it.
still, when guren says it—it somehow feels possible. ]
…okay.
[ he’s not acquiescing. he’s just trying to listen, truly. ]
no subject
he knows guren doesn’t like his devotion to the archangel, or his closest proxy in ryo. dextera doesn’t like it either, but that certainty that he can’t think for himself is so deeply ingrained that he can’t help it.
still, when guren says it—it somehow feels possible. ]
…okay.
[ he’s not acquiescing. he’s just trying to listen, truly. ]
Thank you.